Throwback Christmas 2013 and pregnancy..

Christmas is just around the corner guys!! I can hear the jingles clearly now.. ^_^ Can't say this will be our 1st Christmas as a family because i gave birth to my little baby girl before Christmas. She is my most amazing gift given by God last year.. I am so blessed that I got pregnant so fast by the way.. Got married in March 2013 then next somewhere on April 2013 I was positive pregnant.. My memory about knowing I was pregnant was a bit funny! I cound not believe ot when I saw there were two lines showing on my pregnancy test.. I had to use another pregnancy test to make sure that the result is the same. The second test was also two lines.. but still I just could not believe what I saw.. again I use another pregnancy test.. the 5th pregnancy test I cried happily.. in the toilet! I was so happy! Every women I believe feels the same When it comes to first baby.. I remain silence the whole day! I did not tell anyone about the good news including my husband. It is so hard to not telling him but I want it to be suprised. After he came back from work, I told him that i am not feeling well. I want him to take me to the clinic. So that night we went to the clinic for check up.. I went into the doctor's room alone first and the doctor told me that I was pregnant.. The doctor asked me weather my husband knew about it or not. I said... "no". The doctor then call upon my husband to come into thw room. As my husband came into the room, I saw his face was a little worried.. haha.. He sat next to me.. hold my hand and asked me " serious ka sakit baby?" I almost laugh but manage to control.. ahaha... pity him.. but it's ok.. hehe.. The doctor show him the pregnancy test but he was so blur.. he asked the doctor "apa makaud doktor?" Then the doctor explain to him.. He keep silence for a while.. than he ask the doctor " sudah boleh scan ka doctor" I laugh as soon as he ask that.. I can see how happy he is.. He turn to me and hug me and kiss my forehead then he said "thank you sayang for the gift" . It was the best feeling ever!!!  That night before we sleep, he came to me and put his right hand on my tummy while his other hand is on my head and he prayed for me and our little one in me. I was touched! I praised Lord for the little one in me too that night.

How adorable is he... Love of my Life!

Husband came home yesterday and suprised me with something which I did not expect at all! I never asked to be pampered like this but still.. I am a woman... miahhhhha... Loooving it!! Let's hope.gor more in future.. hehe.. Dear husband, I love you to the moon! Thank you so much for the gifts.. Love you!

For you baby girl..

went to Kuching to attend course conducted by KEMAS. The course took about 1 week to be complete. It was an opportunity for me to jalan-jalan cuci mata... nehehehe... My last visit to Kuching was somewhere in 2008 it was after I graduated in UiTM.. Kuching changed a lot!! How much I miss you Kuching City.. awwhhh! Went to my favourite place to dine.. Sharing Planet, Al Fresco, Porkies, Kedai Mee Sapi Haji Salleh, Attap Corner.. miss those food for so long! my last night in Kuching was awesome because it was Halloween Night.. Went to some places to enjoy my night life too and meet new people.. Next morning before my flight I went to the mall where I used to hangout during Uni days.. heheee.. Managed to grab something for my babu girl.. I was looking for gold tutu actually but can't find any.. so I just bought what I saw suits my baby girl.. heee... will try to find the gold tutu again during my next visit somewhere in the end of November.. So guys, I will be in Kuching at the end of November..

Mommy went travelling...

26 Oktober 2014... This mommy have to fly to Kuching in order to attend  some courses.. The worst feeling ever when I have to leave my precious baby girl when she is not in a good health.. The night before she had fever and early this morning she got extra bad day when Mr. Flu strikes..As a mommy, I could not bear looking at her dealing with that bad fever and flu.. She could not even sleep well due to her blocked nose.. Mommy will miss you a lot baby girl.. You are mommy and daddy little sunshine...Mommy pray that you will be heal in Jesus name.. God will grant you a fast recovery too.. Mommy and daddy love you so much! You are one kind of blessing that God had gave us.. See you soon little princess.. be strong syg mommy! Here are some photos that i manage to capture before 
I went to the airport..I love her so much
!! meet my girl
Hosanna Joy 
Julan

Meet my little diva!

Name : Hosanna Joy Julan Binti Sophian
D.O.B : 02 December 2013

Hye yolls!!! Sudah saya janjikan sebelum ini untuk perkenalkan puteri sulung kami.. Hoh.. seperti tertera di atas.. antara detail utama yang saya boleh share la..mana tau boleh claim birthday present from pembaca2 lepas ni kan....heheh..kerlasss gitewww! Lahirnya puteri kami ini pada minggu ke 36 selepas saya mengalami light bleeding..  As you ols tau.. sepanjang pregnancy saya banyakkkk sangat mengalami masalah2 kesihatan antara dia ialah kencing manis..BP tinggi dan Albumin tinggi.. tak tau apa itu? Google la... semuanya di hujung jari sajer..haaa... Tapi walaupun banyak masalah kesihatan saya tetap gigih berjalan2 sepanjang boyot.. tak penat.. seronok ada la... lagi satu tabiat sepanjang preggy.. Kaki mengandam diri sendiri... swmua nak cantik u olsss... sblm preggy mak ni tak kuasa la nak bermascara eyeshadow bagai tau..tapi masa bunting i say u... huhu... 1 jam depan cermin bersiap! hambek kaww...hohoho...pembawaan anak perempuan kot.. lagi satu.. sangat rajinnn masuk dapur walaupun tak reti masak.. ngahhahah...konfiden penting hokeh! sedap tak sedap... nasib la... :p ok lah... panjang sangat cerita mak.. bila nak view gambar2 puteri kan...hehe.. apapon.. untuk pembaca2 yang tengah preggy sekarang mak cuma pesan 1 saje.. "enjoy your percnency.." serious.. lepas baby keluar nanti u ols akan rindu all those excited feelings nak pergi scan every months.. rindu rasa excited nak tgk gender baby.. excited cari n beli barang baby... perasaan tak sabar nak tengok baby keluar tu tak yah cerita.. kalau boleh sepanjang proses melahirkan or untuk yang c-sec macam saya ni tak nak pejam mata sebab nak tengok live wajah kesayangan yang sudah 9 bulan menghuni rahim anda... haaa... enjoy la k..have fun.. jaga pemakanan... be prepared dari segi fizikal.. mental dan emosi... macam saya preggy emosi sangat lah over... "drama queen" sangat... orites... scroll la ke bawah pulak.. kita view sket wajah kesayangan kami suami isteri...hehehe...