Throwback Christmas 2013 and pregnancy..

Christmas is just around the corner guys!! I can hear the jingles clearly now.. ^_^ Can't say this will be our 1st Christmas as a family because i gave birth to my little baby girl before Christmas. She is my most amazing gift given by God last year.. I am so blessed that I got pregnant so fast by the way.. Got married in March 2013 then next somewhere on April 2013 I was positive pregnant.. My memory about knowing I was pregnant was a bit funny! I cound not believe ot when I saw there were two lines showing on my pregnancy test.. I had to use another pregnancy test to make sure that the result is the same. The second test was also two lines.. but still I just could not believe what I saw.. again I use another pregnancy test.. the 5th pregnancy test I cried happily.. in the toilet! I was so happy! Every women I believe feels the same When it comes to first baby.. I remain silence the whole day! I did not tell anyone about the good news including my husband. It is so hard to not telling him but I want it to be suprised. After he came back from work, I told him that i am not feeling well. I want him to take me to the clinic. So that night we went to the clinic for check up.. I went into the doctor's room alone first and the doctor told me that I was pregnant.. The doctor asked me weather my husband knew about it or not. I said... "no". The doctor then call upon my husband to come into thw room. As my husband came into the room, I saw his face was a little worried.. haha.. He sat next to me.. hold my hand and asked me " serious ka sakit baby?" I almost laugh but manage to control.. ahaha... pity him.. but it's ok.. hehe.. The doctor show him the pregnancy test but he was so blur.. he asked the doctor "apa makaud doktor?" Then the doctor explain to him.. He keep silence for a while.. than he ask the doctor " sudah boleh scan ka doctor" I laugh as soon as he ask that.. I can see how happy he is.. He turn to me and hug me and kiss my forehead then he said "thank you sayang for the gift" . It was the best feeling ever!!!  That night before we sleep, he came to me and put his right hand on my tummy while his other hand is on my head and he prayed for me and our little one in me. I was touched! I praised Lord for the little one in me too that night.

For you baby girl..

went to Kuching to attend course conducted by KEMAS. The course took about 1 week to be complete. It was an opportunity for me to jalan-jalan cuci mata... nehehehe... My last visit to Kuching was somewhere in 2008 it was after I graduated in UiTM.. Kuching changed a lot!! How much I miss you Kuching City.. awwhhh! Went to my favourite place to dine.. Sharing Planet, Al Fresco, Porkies, Kedai Mee Sapi Haji Salleh, Attap Corner.. miss those food for so long! my last night in Kuching was awesome because it was Halloween Night.. Went to some places to enjoy my night life too and meet new people.. Next morning before my flight I went to the mall where I used to hangout during Uni days.. heheee.. Managed to grab something for my babu girl.. I was looking for gold tutu actually but can't find any.. so I just bought what I saw suits my baby girl.. heee... will try to find the gold tutu again during my next visit somewhere in the end of November.. So guys, I will be in Kuching at the end of November..

Daddy's Love..

Hubby bought new stuff for our baby girl today.. Yippiee!!! Thank you dearest husband.. You are one awesome daddy to our baby girl.. hehehe... Hubby bought an inflatable swimming pool for her.. I dah lama usha2 benda ni tapi rak sangka pula si husband sedar yang I keep on usha-ing benda ni kan.. Suprised me bila he came home yesterday with the pool..mihmihmih... Tak tau la baby ke mama baby yang excited tengok pool tu..hehee... Tak sabar nak bagi baby girl beriadah dalam pool tu.. FYI, mommy harus join baby girl.. heee...Love it! Again, thank you dear hubs..

Mommy went travelling...

26 Oktober 2014... This mommy have to fly to Kuching in order to attend  some courses.. The worst feeling ever when I have to leave my precious baby girl when she is not in a good health.. The night before she had fever and early this morning she got extra bad day when Mr. Flu strikes..As a mommy, I could not bear looking at her dealing with that bad fever and flu.. She could not even sleep well due to her blocked nose.. Mommy will miss you a lot baby girl.. You are mommy and daddy little sunshine...Mommy pray that you will be heal in Jesus name.. God will grant you a fast recovery too.. Mommy and daddy love you so much! You are one kind of blessing that God had gave us.. See you soon little princess.. be strong syg mommy! Here are some photos that i manage to capture before 
I went to the airport..I love her so much
!! meet my girl
Hosanna Joy 
Julan

The next goal..

Semua sedia maklumkan yang setiap wanita mengandung akan mengalamai perubahan fizikal yang mendadak... I mean sangat-sangat mendadak! That happened to me too.. Sebelum pregnant I was 57kg.. sikit-sikit lama2 jadi bukit.. at the end of my pregnancy I was 82kg!! Horrified! Masa last naik penimbang yang tunjuk angka 82kg tu timbul 1 perasaan..uhuhuhu...Risau kalau tak dapat nak turunkan berat ke angka sebelum preggy. Iyerr... ko bayangkan kalau baby dah keluar I masih 80 plus2 kg... uhuhu.. So, untuk mengelakkan I stay pada angka tu saja I siapkan plan awal2 dah... pemakanan, workout dan sebagainya.. okeh.. to tell you the trurh dari segi pemakanan I agak berjaya dengan jaya nya la.. end up I managed to hit my target turun ke 65kg.. then I control lagi secara drastik and finally turun ke 62.5kg... sekarang... cuba lagi control punya control.. tetap tak turun!! Di situ juga... kecewa dinda.. oh kecewa... Part turun yang tu I control makan je tau.. Workout exercise bagai I tak berani buat lagi sebab I beranak secara ceaserean so take time untuk sembuh segala luka-luka isi perut ni.. tak berani la nak buat yang berat2.. setakat breeze walk.. slow walk macam tu boleh.. I pernah try yoga tapi end up my perut rasa tegang sangat atlnd I scares me to death!! I imagine dah isi perut terburai marai.. ( ade ke ayat terburai marai? mihmihmih..) maafkan I kalau salah tatabahasa.. sukahati I lerrr blog I punyerr... After insiden tu I stop Yoga and tak berani dah nak buat workout yang heavy.. i share la kejadian kat kawan2.. majority cakap yang ceaser ni kena tunggi at least setahun lebih baru boleh buat workout yang berkaitan dengan berat2 ni.. huhu.. I rasa nak turun below 62.5kg ni memang memerlukan workout dah.. nak control2 makan memang dah tak dapat dah.. tahap sangat control dah ni! tak kan aku makan nasik sebutir je kot tiap kali meal kan.. adehhhh... tak lawak kan.. tak payah nak gelak~ Okeh.. tak nak sembang panjang.. malu la cita pasal berat badan berlebihan ni... doakan I yer untuk capai next target.. ehehehe.. mana la tau kot2 boleh dapat body macam Beyonce.... Ahakss!

The magic light...

Lama sudah I usha2 lampu kaler-kaler tau... Reason usha pun sebab nak bagi baby girl tengok and enjoy those colorful lights..Lepas beli bukan baby girl saja yang syok.. dengan mak baby girl sekali rasa best..hehehe.. I bought it at rm12.00 sahaja.. very Cheap kan! Finally jumpa juga yang murah gitew... Since I ada magic lamp ni, nak bagi baby I tido paling the kacang! heee.. senang..maybe dia seronok and layap tengok lights yang colorful bergerak-gerak kan sampai tertidu... haaaa... memudahkan tugas I menidurkan si kecik I ni.. Baby I kalau malam memang I tak bagi la tidur dalam buaian, I biar dia lelap sendiri bergolek-golek atas tilam sampai tertidur.. kadang-kadang ambik masa juga tau but sejak ada lamp ni 15 minit dia senyum2 tengok lampu kaler then mula golong2 rambut.. the next time kita tengok dah terlelap.. haaa... best!! Okeh.. tak nak u ols cakap I tipu ada lampu glam ni jadi I nak bagi bukti video..hehe..tadaaaa....

Meet my little diva!

Name : Hosanna Joy Julan Binti Sophian
D.O.B : 02 December 2013

Hye yolls!!! Sudah saya janjikan sebelum ini untuk perkenalkan puteri sulung kami.. Hoh.. seperti tertera di atas.. antara detail utama yang saya boleh share la..mana tau boleh claim birthday present from pembaca2 lepas ni kan....heheh..kerlasss gitewww! Lahirnya puteri kami ini pada minggu ke 36 selepas saya mengalami light bleeding..  As you ols tau.. sepanjang pregnancy saya banyakkkk sangat mengalami masalah2 kesihatan antara dia ialah kencing manis..BP tinggi dan Albumin tinggi.. tak tau apa itu? Google la... semuanya di hujung jari sajer..haaa... Tapi walaupun banyak masalah kesihatan saya tetap gigih berjalan2 sepanjang boyot.. tak penat.. seronok ada la... lagi satu tabiat sepanjang preggy.. Kaki mengandam diri sendiri... swmua nak cantik u olsss... sblm preggy mak ni tak kuasa la nak bermascara eyeshadow bagai tau..tapi masa bunting i say u... huhu... 1 jam depan cermin bersiap! hambek kaww...hohoho...pembawaan anak perempuan kot.. lagi satu.. sangat rajinnn masuk dapur walaupun tak reti masak.. ngahhahah...konfiden penting hokeh! sedap tak sedap... nasib la... :p ok lah... panjang sangat cerita mak.. bila nak view gambar2 puteri kan...hehe.. apapon.. untuk pembaca2 yang tengah preggy sekarang mak cuma pesan 1 saje.. "enjoy your percnency.." serious.. lepas baby keluar nanti u ols akan rindu all those excited feelings nak pergi scan every months.. rindu rasa excited nak tgk gender baby.. excited cari n beli barang baby... perasaan tak sabar nak tengok baby keluar tu tak yah cerita.. kalau boleh sepanjang proses melahirkan or untuk yang c-sec macam saya ni tak nak pejam mata sebab nak tengok live wajah kesayangan yang sudah 9 bulan menghuni rahim anda... haaa... enjoy la k..have fun.. jaga pemakanan... be prepared dari segi fizikal.. mental dan emosi... macam saya preggy emosi sangat lah over... "drama queen" sangat... orites... scroll la ke bawah pulak.. kita view sket wajah kesayangan kami suami isteri...hehehe...

Eh... bersawang!!!

Lama sudah diri ini tidak mencoret... banyak sekali pembaca sekalian sudah ketinggalan dek keterlupaan saya mengupdate... puh~ perosak segala bahasa... huhuhh... seriously, lama.sangat sudah hamba bercuti.. jadi, hamba akan beraksi kembali la selepas ni.. nak mengarang panjang mata dah mengantuk jadi saya pointkan aje lah k.. Latest Update from me...
1. saya dah selamat melahirkan seorang puteri pada 02 December 2013, jam...ehehe..lupa~
2. saya officially jadi ibu yang busy disamping tugasan saya sebagai seorang pendidik...
3. saya sangat busy...hehehe..
4. saya semakin kuat makan!!!
5. stresssss!!! sebab masih tidak boleh exercise dan turunkan berat sebab beranak kaedah c-sec...
6. sebenarnya...saya dah mengantuk ni...
hehehe... serious, hamba amat mengantuk!! esok atau lusa hamba akan coretkan lagi kehidupan hamba...masa untuk tidur sebab esok kerja... okeh... bye2...