Hye again! ^_^ mesti pelik kan tengok title entry today pasal "EFFORT". Ok la, hari ni mau share sikit tentang effort la..bukan pasal orang lain tapi segala pengalaman saya..Untuk pengetahuan kalian semua la kan, sepanjang duduk Shah Alam ni saya tak pernah rasa kerja sebab kehidupan saya di tanggung penuh oleh Biasiswa..PTPN saya dah tak nak ambik dah sebab tengok amount yang saya kena bayar balik untuk pinjaman time diploma dulu pun dah cukup buat air mata mengalir..heee...tak nak saya! Apa yang terjadi di pendekkan story line, semester ni saya sangkut thesis and perjanjian biasiswa saya telah tamat last semester. Tau saya sangkut, maka keluarlah berduyun-duyun persoalan " macam mana nak tanggung hidup lepas ni? " Jujur nya, saya seorang anak yang malu untuk minta duit dari parent, lebih-lebih lagi bila saya sedar i did'nt score well in my exam...ye lah, dah la repeat, extend semester...segan mak!!!~ :p So, what i did...i didn't ask from my parent for money..I live with what i have..teringat pesan daddy " Tak perlu berlagak mampu terikut-ikut orang kalau kita tak mampu..hidup dengan apa kita ada..style won't bring you anywhere.." yup, since last semester i did a great job i think..hehehe..saya kurangkan shopping! No new cloths, no new shoes even high heels..as i know saya tak mampu and my parent don't want me to live mewah n senang-senang goyang kaki habiskan duit. ^_^ I learn something from my own action..few years ago, saya terlibat dengan accident and got an insurance about RM16,000.00..Konon-konon, i keep it in my ASNB supaya tak pakai..I AM WRONG! That amount today tinggal debu...No matter macam mana cara you lock up all your money tapi tak ada disiplin...memang tak jadi~ Trust me, something call "penyesalan tak sudah" muncul dalam hati saya tau..i bought baju this, baju that, shopping this and that...last2...i didn't pakai lagi all those baju-bajuan! If only i manage to keep that amount may be i can bought a car...maksud saya tu boleh pakai bayar kepala kereta..see?!?! but, i can't turn back time kan..i learn something from there..and if i still have those amount maybe i don't have to work as a part-timer today untuk sara hidup kan..what ever it is, yang sudah jadi tetap jadi...belajar dari kesilapan..okeh, sambung...persoalan " macam mana nak tanggung hidup lepas ni? " tu saya jumpa jawapan..memang tough tapi that is the only way.. by doing part-time job with banquet.. ^_^ Memang penat and sakit...kena maki hamun.. orang atasan will call you " Bodoh", "keldai", "Lembu"...time kerja macam-macam ayat yang tak senonoh saya dengar tapi that's the fact...i worked under people..i don't have the right to say "shut up".. Got 2 shift which is pagi and petang..usually pagi will start at 8.00am until 5.00pm/6.00pm and petang from 3.00pm to 12.00am/1.00am. The rate paling kurang Rm5.00 and paling tinggi Rm9.00 per hour..I've worked with Dorset Subang, KLCC, Shangri-La, Sunway Resort, Holiday Inn so far..Tipu kalau tak sakit hati tapi kena sedar yang saya cuma orang bawahan..terima arahan..kena maki pun telan..at least i know macam mana management hotel2 ni kan..how they prepare food in the kitchen..fuhhh~ I can say memang penat tapi in the end of the day when i receive my payment i still can smile and thanked God for showing me the way selain minta and minta and minta from my parent..I don't want to used my parent as my banker semata-mata..I love them so much..i am responsible for what i did..i didn't get good result and i am doing something untuk tebus what i did..i don't want to susahkan them paying this and that for me..Now i know how hard it is to work for money or to have a good life..baru kerja untuk diri sendiri, kalau kerja untuk family? Do think about your parents before you waste sesedap rasa..it is not easy! You are very lucky if you have lots of adik-beradik who can transfer cash for you anytime or a parent that keep on bank in duit for you every week or month..You should be thankful and grateful for that..i am not as lucky as you are but i still love my parent so much..( Hugs and kisses for my mum and dad ) ^__^ oh ya..luckily i work as a part timer with my own housemate too, so work place won't be that boring la..still got bunch of friends untuk main-main.. :p still have time to do silly face when kena marah..ahakkxx!! Proud to tell you with my cukup-cukup salary...kumpul-kumpul...simpan-simpan...i am able to pay my sewa rumah and my Unifi bills with my own EFFORT! EFFORT kerja, EFFORT bertahan di maki-maki, EFFORT bangun awal pagi, EFFORT simpan, EFFORT tidak shopping sebarang.. ^_^ Today, i am still trying my best EFFORT to work and trying to achieve my next mission..okaiii..until now, Wish me luck guys!
-Love, Flora - ^_^
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